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Facing the Critics: Becoming the Master of your Mind
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Facing the Critics: Becoming the Master of your Mind

One of the things we’re trained to do as musicians, whether we realize it or not, is to actually be critics. This is a good and necessary skillset to have, but learning to manage that skillset is a whole different ballgame.

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The Gloom Games: Learning to Mark our Days with JOY
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

The Gloom Games: Learning to Mark our Days with JOY

Too often, I have been captivated by what feels like a competition of misery in the music world. Discussions with colleagues about how little we’ve been sleeping, the never-ending struggle to make ends meet in a world that doesn’t value the arts like it used to, and who’s dealing with the worst stress reaction.

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Can Catholic Musicians Change the World for the Better? The Power of Beautiful Music
Olivia Leskowicz Olivia Leskowicz

Can Catholic Musicians Change the World for the Better? The Power of Beautiful Music

Do you ever, as a musician, wonder at the beauty and power you have been given? As a Catholic musician, do you ever ponder your responsibility to share this beauty and power? Most of the time, you, like me and many others, are likely just trying to survive the secular world and practice your craft to the best of your ability. But there is more that we are called to, as music is not just a combination of pitches and rhythms expressed through different timbres. It is much more. 

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What Exactly Is Humility?
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

What Exactly Is Humility?

Humility is something that creatives struggle with on a deep basis. We tend to gravitate in one of two extremes. Either our egos become so inflated with a sense of pride that we become unbearable, or we tend to be so hard on ourselves that we genuinely cannot see when we do well. In those cases, we see all the flaws and none of the beauty.

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Lent Reminds Me of Practicing Scales: A Reflection on Fundamentals
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

Lent Reminds Me of Practicing Scales: A Reflection on Fundamentals

Holiness is built, first and foremost, on a relationship with Christ. But how holiness comes about occurs primarily in how we choose to respond to the little choices, occurrences, and circumstances that we encounter daily in our lives. It's through practicing the fundamentals of Christian life that we become holy: through prayer, through growing in virtue, through receiving the sacraments.

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Defining Success as a Catholic Musician
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Defining Success as a Catholic Musician

Everyone in our lives will have their own ideas and interpretations of what success can or should look like for us, and it can be really overwhelming to have that constant input. It can complicate taking the next step in our lives, when we’re trying to discern what is right for us, while also internalizing so many different thoughts and opinions. Sometimes, well-meaning individuals who are so eager to offer their thoughts and advice don’t even really know our personal lives and goals!

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Be Still and Listen: What Playing in an Orchestra Taught Me About Prayer
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

Be Still and Listen: What Playing in an Orchestra Taught Me About Prayer

In an ensemble of any kind – be it an orchestra, chorus, chamber group, or even an indie band – if we don't listen to the other musicians around us, our own part can do one of a few different things. At best, we can get through the music generally with the other musicians we're playing with, but not at the best level we could if we took the time to listen. It can grate against the other parts, both in small, detailed ways and in larger scale incidents, if we're operating on our own sense of time and pitch. Or worse yet, it can be completely out of time and make very little sense, both to ourselves and to the people we're making music with. Aside from having the ability to execute rhythms and perform the right notes at the right time, having a well-trained listening ear is the most important skill a musician can develop.

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Why Am I Doing This To Myself?
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Why Am I Doing This To Myself?

This is probably the question I asked myself most often going through music school. And during my masters programme. And again taking lessons after I’d finished my degrees. Sometimes I spat these words through gritted teeth. Sometimes I mumbled them in anger. Sometimes I sobbed them through tears. Asking this question is a very universal musician experience.

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God Is With You: An Advent Meditation for Musicians
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

God Is With You: An Advent Meditation for Musicians

God is with you as you get everything together for rehearsal moments after having finished a rushed dinner of leftovers half heated up because there was no time for anything else after work. He knows what it's like to eat an unsatisfying meal.

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Prepare Him Room: Creating Space for Christ During Advent as a Busy Musician
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

Prepare Him Room: Creating Space for Christ During Advent as a Busy Musician

In the liturgical calendar, Advent is a time of preparation for Christ's coming. We are encouraged by the Church to make space in our lives to reflect on the state of our own hearts. We are invited to ask ourselves if our hearts are a place where Christ can find room to dwell in; and if the answer is "no," to prayerfully seek ways to make room for Christ.

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Redefining Productivity: Why Rest is Crucial for Musicians, Even During the Holidays
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Redefining Productivity: Why Rest is Crucial for Musicians, Even During the Holidays

The weather has changed, the days have darkened, and all musicians know what this means- the holiday season mania is quickly descending upon us. The intensifying schedules packed with concerts, rehearsals, church services, charity benefits and everything in between, make for a hectic couple of months for musicians. I just might be about to give you the most controversial advice about this crazy season...

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An Open Letter to Catholic Musicians
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

An Open Letter to Catholic Musicians

This message is for you: The world needs you, perhaps more than ever before. We live in a time of great darkness, of ugliness, of violence & hate & hopelessness. “Where can God be found in all this?” the hearts of so many cry out without knowing it. I believe one place to start is through beauty.

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Receiving the Hundredfold: Consolation for a Traveling Musician
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Receiving the Hundredfold: Consolation for a Traveling Musician

My options for music school were limited, and I knew that if I was truly going to fulfill God’s vocational call for my professional life, then I needed to make the difficult decision to attend college very far away from family and friends. I didn’t know anybody I’d be going to school with, and I wasn’t going to be driving distance from my parents, I’d have to fly back and forth for visits. I was struck with the awareness that I would be missing major life events, and I did- birthdays, holidays, and even deaths.

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Progress Isn't Linear in the Practice Room - or in Our Spiritual Lives
Tara McDermott Tara McDermott

Progress Isn't Linear in the Practice Room - or in Our Spiritual Lives

But what reward would there be in a journey without any struggles? I don’t think we could sincerely say that we’d experienced authentic growth if we hadn’t had to suffer and struggle and carry our crosses along the way. Even Christ, in His humanity, suffered and struggled in the same ways that we do, and that is a beautiful reality. So much of what makes human art beautiful lies in its imperfections.

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Made In His Image: The Implications That Genesis 1:27 Have for Your Life
Cecilia Blackwell Cecilia Blackwell

Made In His Image: The Implications That Genesis 1:27 Have for Your Life

Most of us are familiar with the beginning of the book of Genesis in the Bible. God creates the world in six days from nothing, He rests on the seventh day, and Eve is made from Adam's rib. We get the gist. Yet, the reality for so many of us is that we never go deeper into this part of the Bible. We leave it as it is and move on, when this part of the Bible contains some incredibly important truths about who God is, and who He made us to be.

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Fruitfulness Through Sacred Music in the Midst of Infertility
Christen Beatty Christen Beatty

Fruitfulness Through Sacred Music in the Midst of Infertility

“Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it…”

Most will recognize this as God’s command to Adam and Eve in Genesis after God created the world. But what exactly does this mean? To many, this means get married and produce offspring by having lots of babies. But what about the couples to whom God has not yet granted children, or who may never be able to have children? How are these couples called to be fruitful? This is the very situation I have come to find myself in.

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